- 就 是 ❤ 你 -

To：老婆 ~


看见你开心，看见你笑；

看见你伤心，看见你哭；

看见你眼睛，看见你的脸；

我的心，翠了~

若不爱你，我爱谁？？


How i gona study with a laptop beside me...
Aih .. used to play with it...
Dead

原来不读书，看着天花板发呆；

是那么美好的！！> <

L i f e ' s

while i was thinking yee sieng almost coming to fetch me go to has dinner..
i close my laptop for it to rest..
i wait onli 5 min..
i felt my self like so empty..nothing to do...weird weird de..
onli few min without the laptop...
i too depend on it le..so much diff..

Sem 1 i didnt got my laptop yet and no internet...
after school i at home really nothing to do de lo..
i exercise,sit up, pumping..do tutorial...
Wasei.. so rajin woh ...

Sem 2 the muncul of internet ~~
life changed..
i no longer like to stay in campus..
i no longer do my tutorial...
i no longer exercise..
everyday play play play..
dota dota dota ...
msn msn msn ...
somemore i pokai tat time..
everyday i eat empty roti..
2 day 1 loaf rm 2.2 . cheap ya.. gardener bonaza ~
1 meal 4 piece or more...

sem3
more cham... lecturer also no hear..
play so many ...

from these thing i jz realized tat..
when someone got 1 thing.. power ,money or thing..
like me..last time very rajin after got internet become lazy le..
if i apply this law to adult...
when someone has money...he will properly drink,smoke,disco,find gal,waste money??
becos they can...they could...
wat if if someone no money...he can jz onli live without entertainment...
normal,simple,life...
don forget our own.. the real of YOUU!!
when u have other thing else.. u will do some other thing ...
which may bring no benefit for u...
everything is same.. jz see u how do it, how u look at it.. how u treat it..
apply this law...to everything...u will see the diff..
i think too much ??
Maybe..

Bored nothing to do...Sienz... no mood to study ....

是 我

我又弄到老婆你生气了..我忙到又丢下你一个直到你找我..对不起有用吗??
我不开心..因为我又弄到你生气..都是我不好..我不体贴..=/ 我不是个好男人..
一个礼拜弄你都不开心...每次都是我错..我没抽时间陪你..我忘记了你..
怎么我每天都弄到你不开心=/

BB Q太多人我傻掉了吗??怎么静静的...难道跟SP一样吗??



我欠你吗??给我脸色看..不是第一次了..那么不爽我??放心我走!!

我废.

- Speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeechlesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss -

思 k@mp@r 念

想到我渐渐要离开kampar的时候..我的心情越来越沉重..我会哭..

我舍不得一切.kampar的天空,云,太阳,下雨天,月亮,大家姐(pan mee's aunty),朋友,很多很多...

kampar是个的地方...普通到很美丽..现在真的要离开了..

我的心..总是伤心..我的泪水抵不过kampar的雨水那么多..

人或东西更对久了都会有感情的..何况是我住了一年的地方..习惯了这里的生活..说没有是假的..

这几个礼拜..骑motor回家时,都望着一路回家的风景..很美很悠闲...太平..心真的平静下来..

今天..下雨天...我坐在Block B看着雨水从屋顶流下来,云在飘动,风吹草动,小鸟飞来飞去..

我的心情又闷闷不乐了..因为我要离开了..可能你们觉得我很傻但这就是我..

我是很重感情的人..我想当我身边的人离开我或去世的时候,我只是突然想到当时的情景.

我........真的会哭的..

老婆...我爱你多过我爱自己..

11.40pm

Many things run throught my mind while i was bathing..i felt....

我觉得我样又没有,钱又没有,很无聊,样衰,逗不到人开心,废,帮不到人,什么都不会,害羞,笨,差.

我没你们想象中那么好-______________-

我SOT了...

老婆..对不起..弄你伤心生气了..收到你说你今天讨厌我..我很伤心..因为我丢下你一个人..

今天整天我没什么理到你..时间蛮满的..对不起...你在家很闷,没东西做,没得上网,没戏看..

而我却在看戏,打保玲球,逛街,我没体会到你的感受.对不起..我不够细心,我不够温柔,我不够体贴..

我伤心......我.....在很远,不能在你身边陪伴你,你闷我又没陪你,我想逗你开心但我又不知如何TAM你..我很不开心..

为什么我那么差,那么弱,不能时时让你幸福快乐..对不起...时常让你伤心难过,受苦了...

对不起...我爱你...

我的侥幸因为我有你....我一定会幸福的!!

ipoh -.- ipoh

Speechless....weird weird de...i very blur la -.-(eat too many MCD pepper le @@ ?)

maybe 1st time go ipoh play with u all.. so i cant mix better.. 你说了一句话就走,我回想很多的-.-

somemore the ppl used to play with me not with me X.X felt so extra or kena boycott Jeje..aih i dono la

conflict..too many thing crash and wanted to do..1 heart canot two use..

after the bowling i reali dam sien de lo -.- walk around nothing to do and it was hot ya ..

the movie too fast too furious 4 .. i felt it biasa onli lo..dono why.. no fun..

biasa go with gf go shopping de.. too many ppl i really dono wan how and do wat de..

Thanks sp teman wo Eat the Fried Chicken Drumstick which costs rm1.5..

joke can... but i got limit de lo.. don play with fren feeling..i will evolution or mutation de-.- as i am sohai ya..aih...i dowan to lost a fren.

Today reali so empty and many thing happend..So suez today -.- I sot le..

Happy and enjoy time pass very very fast.. Bored and suck time pass very very slow..

At home alone now feel dowan to go home yet..the nite not young anymore...

WebPage Tutorial

A sad emo face to a blek and smiling face
Today a Gal made a bookmark on my hand-->

everybody call her monster today..Hehe..result of some pictures~~
Wan see that monster's pic ??
Hehe ask for it.. i will post it lata xD

Now it's time for some crazy shot picture during the webpage presentation. XD

When 3 men together with a webcam. XD

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng ~~~~~

Normal's WO MEn.

ant head-->me
the hulk-->ah lai
human-->lei hung

KENA x-ray's WO MEN

smilely golden fish head

sad golden fish head



crying golden fish head





Last but not less-->JACKIE CHAN
Finish my presentation of 3 men's.Xie xie

Bu Zhi Dao

i wrong le ma ?

i always let frens stand a important place in my life..

suan le..

我自己笨!!

-______________-

我应该开心吗?

不好受~好饿喔~

这样一来我才会瘦..不错-.-

Yes-ter-daY

YesterDay...while i was driving back home from seremban Jusco,i terlanggar a 4 legs Papa(biawak). The Papa plus it's tail got about the width of the road tat big..
CHI KEK douh..There was a car in front of me..i drive quiet near his backside..from far i though i saw water on the road..and i see the car in front of me sim(avoid) to the left side..
After the car sim i straight saw a papa so big in front of my car.. so i quickly sim to the right lo.. MANA TAU the papa also sim to the right too..thn i quickly sim to the left again..
Luckly no car on the right side and i still alive,i onli BANG the papa tail..very keras sia..so suddenly LOls. my gf was like sitting on roller coster and turning right and left in around 80km/h..
Don't drive so fast when the sky turn dark and drivin across the forest..Amen..I was thinking of making a gif file for tat incident as it will more easy understand by u all..i will do it when i was free..


After i get back home we eat TOm Yam STIMboat luuuu...It has prawn,hotdog,crab stick,vege,taufu,mushroom,and many many..i eat dao bao bao bao lo...and cant finish all..

Whole Day @@

Start from after my eng discussion..actually lai,ekit,ys plan to eat pan mee and deposite money at old town.lucky ah lai clever he said i dint have sufficient time to go eat..ah lai ride me very fast to old town as i wan tekan money as my wallet left rm5.after tat ah lai asked me to buy something to eat.. i bought le 3 roti and 1 sugar donut for ah lai as reward for fetching me xD.Both of us are hungry ya..after tat i go in the train le bla bla bla bla..

After i arrice kl sentra.. i when to the touch and go counter as i wanted to buy a new t&g card as my old card was missing .BUT the counter there write " REHAT/BREAK" wtf.. It was 4 pm..so lazy la.. the counter always tutup, system down,1st time i saw rehat -.-. NVM.. i sit the train from rawang to seremban.. The train suppose to come at 4.28 BUT it was cancel... i wait le 30 min ..so crowd like hell... SO lucky tat i enter the coach WITHOUT the air-cond.Diu -.- all pack like sardin sandwich.. SO HOT no air lansung ...i RUN to another coach at the serdang station ..Lucky i saved..train stuck at labu for 10 min = unknown reason = Rain heavily at seremban..i was half wet when went into my father car XD.

AFter tat we when jusco..i see le A-LOOK tat shop de spec..quite nice .WE bought rm0.99 tiramisu ice cream cup 2 eat..Cheap and nice !!!we went to seremban eating point to had our dinner.. My dinner is 'Mian Fen Gao Big + Kuew Tiew Goreng small' eat dao i blur and no feel..In the car i FREEZE and i shang feng le..i had running nose > < bla bla bla and finally i finish my last injection at PD Chin Klinik and it cost me RM45. XD

i was finding the topic of our eng group discussion and i found this -->

Pursuit of Happiness

You won't gain knowledge without being there,

You won't gain respect without playing fair

You won't gain courage without facing fear,

You won't gain strength if you don't persevere,

You won't gain wisdom without making the mistake,

You won't gain truth by being fake,

You won't gain love without holding one near,

You won't gain happiness without a tear

by Bonnie Van De Ven

so meaningful..expecially You won't gain wisdom without making the mistake as 人谁无错,只要回头是岸,放下屠刀,立地成佛.

Week 6 End@@

2day make le a worst coffee i ever made...put le 2spoon half de coffee o powder...WTf...PAHIT like hell...after add in 5 packet of MCD creamer still same TASTE..GODISh.. tonite dinner da bao le rm 3.5 de rice.. Guess wat isit?? ahaha it is xin 88 de economic rice.. 2 meat 2 vege(the onli vege i eat---> tauge and cabbage).Thanks 2 eKit ride me to the shop there..somemore i forget put my helmet on.. Ahah Scare dao eKit scare Saw the Policeman..=P Blek.

Exam coming..this sem never concentrade on class.everyday dream..dono how die..So many note and tutorial dint complete..useless de sem + useless de me @@My mood no good la..my face -__________________- can onli like tat.. Tired Tired...

No Phone take pic T.T SO empty...1St Post .. YAA !! Support xia la.. T.T

Purpose of Create this Blog

Lolx.. i create this blog because when i new blood coming(新血来潮) many feelings and words run in my mind & heart.. and somemore u know lo.. the msn personal message and the displace name's onli can put some word onli...i cant write all my thinking in there as it will make my msn messy.. That why i create this so i can write it all at 1 time and at the same place..lame douh..